3 letter words for you ?

before you read this, get a bucket or something and DO NOT PUKE :p

i tried to remember every single pain that he made me feel,

but i suddenly cant when he looked right into my eyes.

all i can remember is all beautifull moment that we shared together.

i cant say a word cause i was amazed by his lovely character.

it takes my breath away when he opened his mouth to say things

that makes my heart beats faster and faster.

i never felt this safe and secure.

yes now i miss all those excitement and beautifull moment when i was inlove.

being inlove is awesome but yet, it does hurt.

AND,

HAPPY 2010 :)

things that i've done in 2009

1. Bought something i didn’t need.

2. Snuck out of my house.

3. Became obsessed with a song no one knew.

4. Fell in love.

5. Got into a fight with someone i loved.

6. Figured out who my real friends were.

7. Shopped online.

8. Sang karaoke.

9. Performed in front of a large audience.

10. Met someone i found online.

11. Found a new band that i love.

12. Realized that Kanye West essentially sucked. (to be fair, I realized this a long time ago)

13. Panicked over something stupid.

14. Fell out of love..

15. Spent time with my family.

16. Ate dinner alone.

17. Cried in the shower.

18. Got yelled at for no reason.

19. Waved at people i didn’t know in passing cars.

20. Changed my entire look.

21. Laughed at something that made no sense.

22. said iloveyou but didnt mean it

23. spend my holiday with my friends

24. did something horrible :S

25. went out with friends until midnight

26. Told someone i loved them.

well, bye bye 2009 ! and hello 2010 ! :)

via ; tumblr :)

pretty day :)

i recieved my pmr result just now. what i can say is,

I AM SO RELIEF !

it was soo amazing when my friends and i burst into tears cause we're tooo happy with our result.

well, i didnt cry actually, i cant and i dont know why.

it was awesome when my mom smiled and said that she's proud of me.

such a beautiful moment i tell you :)

thou my dad cant make it, but its okay. i know you'll be happy daddy :)

cant tell you how gratefull i am i cant express it in words.

and and,

congrats to those yg dapat straight A's :D

life is unfair.

HEYHO PEOPLE !

i was told by my friend that we'll going to recieve our pmr result on 24th december.

GREAT. I AM GOING TO BE A DEAD MEAT.

i am scared to death i dont know why. im just hoping that err *cough* that i am one of the straight A's student. YEEEHAAWW ! AMIN hundred times :)

HEYHO LIFE !

my life ? M-I-S-E-R-A-B-L-E.

i dont know why i act kinda cold lately. i used to be a happy cheerful girl,

but now i am totally depressed. damnit i need to go somewhere to clear my god damn head.

HEYHO LOVE!

oh yeah typing this is making me sick. i'm not ready to fall in love AGAIN,

cause i dont wanna be hurt, AGAIN. urgh i shall stop now.

TATA FOR NOW :))

i want my mind to be free

i did this in ages ago. yeah i love to doodle <3

helo again, KUCHING.

yeah, two weeks in KL was totally a blast i'm telling you .
i had so much fun with my darling alyaa and also my cuzzies :)
went to play bowling like 6 or 8 times maybe ? yeah. awesome. just awesome.
KL made me stay away from my problems. yeah totally miss wyna, hani and mimah BUTTTT
i dont wanna go back to kch cause of some reason that i
cant post it right here.
painfull enough. and i wish i could stay longer :(

lets hit the ball !

zara LOVE :)

omg heaven !

"STAY STRONG AND FIGHT FOR WHAT YOU LOVE AND WHO YOU LOVE.

NO MATTER HAPPENS, JUST STAY STRONG."

yes i will :) i love you pretty boy.

heart's expression.

mommy daddy, i know that i act very rude lately.

and yes, i am not a good daughter but i always try my hardest

to be a good one.

i always against you if you wanna give opinions.

i always never listen to your advices.

i always hurt you by increasing my voice .

dad, i should never spend too much money to buy this & that.

i know that u work so hard to give what i want and need.

just to let you know, that I do appreciate it.

mom and dad , i am sorry if i did anything wrong.

i love you both to the max.

helo kuala lumpur :)

yesterday was the last day i meet him b4 i'm off to KL.
yeah gonna miss kuching for sure ! gonna miss wyna, and mimah,
and my so called pretty boy. woot :)
i miss yesterday. i fucking need a time machine !
i'm going to kl soon, with alyaa. this is gonna be the 1st time
i'm going to kl with my friend ! HELLYEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

and, goodluck to all form 5 students. do the best for your spm :)
alrite, my ass is about to burn, i'm sitting here, infront of the pc,
almost bout 4 hours. GEISH. signing out !
TATA FOR NOW :)

girlfriends :)

i miss and love them to the max !
wina, alyaa, hani, mimah, and seri :)