i wanna talk to you really bad. but i dont want to annoy you or smething? where have you been? i think it would be nice if you talk to me first. i'm not gonna start a conversation first cause i dont want to seem clingy and pathetic. it just, i kind of miss you. yerh inggaa haha
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
dear someone that I want to give a second chance to,
hello. you're a different person now. i know things will not going to be the same, again.
i believe theres no other chance. but please, dont be too cold and rough. treat girls nicely alright? ok bye.
okay. i dont know why i chose that elababun as my url. what was i thinking that time?
nevermind, it was 2 years ago, so forgive me if my url make you puke or "ingga" to the max. but seriously, what kind of human labelled themselves as animal ? well, only me i guess? haha. so, i'm gonna change my url to elakamel.blogspot.com
Sunday, September 19, 2010
lately, i've been very very confused. i'm tired to pretend what i feel inside. you see, you're all i think about nowadays. i'm not saying that i'm terribly inlove with you. but everytime we talk, i fall a little harder. if you want me to stay, just show me a fucking sign. but you didn't. everytime i have the feelings that i wanted to go, you'll always there. falling for you is not what i wanted. it happens against my will. well, i guess i'll just keep it to myself. i'll just pretend that i dont feel anything at all when you're around.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
i'm supposed to visit my grandpa's grave this morning. but my mom didnt wake me up. i was like, WHATTTTTTTTT? i'm soooo dissappointed I tell you. and raya is not going to complete without him. raya is going to be DULL. i miss you grandpa. hopefully that i will visit his grave tomorrow. please mom ? :(
and, tomorrow muslims around the world will celebrate hari raya. I, seriously cant believe that time passes too fast. and here i wanna wish you guys, SELAMAT HARI RAYA, have fun ! :)
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Friday, September 3, 2010
Thursday, September 2, 2010
hello september and goodbye august! please be nice alright? i know september is going to be AWH-SOME! why? "cause i can feel it in my bones". haha! but hey, i have to prepare for the worse. yerh haha. and and, i cant wait to celebrate hari raya. i'll gain weight during raya, trust me! :)