Wednesday, September 22, 2010

je'taime ?

i wanna talk to you really bad. but i dont want to annoy you or smething? where have you been? i think it would be nice if you talk to me first. i'm not gonna start a conversation first cause i dont want to seem clingy and pathetic. it just, i kind of miss you. yerh inggaa haha

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

alhamdulillah, i survived another tough day today

letter day 15

dear someone that I want to give a second chance to,

hello. you're a different person now. i know things will not going to be the same, again.
i believe theres no other chance. but please, dont be too cold and rough. treat girls nicely alright? ok bye.



okay. i dont know why i chose that elababun as my url. what was i thinking that time?
nevermind, it was 2 years ago, so forgive me if my url make you puke or "ingga" to the max. but seriously, what kind of human labelled themselves as animal ? well, only me i guess? haha. so, i'm gonna change my url to


Sunday, September 19, 2010

life nowadays

lately, i've been very very confused. i'm tired to pretend what i feel inside. you see, you're all i think about nowadays. i'm not saying that i'm terribly inlove with you. but everytime we talk, i fall a little harder. if you want me to stay, just show me a fucking sign. but you didn't. everytime i have the feelings that i wanted to go, you'll always there. falling for you is not what i wanted. it happens against my will. well, i guess i'll just keep it to myself. i'll just pretend that i dont feel anything at all when you're around.

eid 2010

helo. i'm not ready to go to school tomorrow. cause i'm still in the mood to celebrate my raya.
and raya 2010 is kind of awesome. bla bla i'm lazy to blog now.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

eid day :)

i'm supposed to visit my grandpa's grave this morning. but my mom didnt wake me up. i was like, WHATTTTTTTTT? i'm soooo dissappointed I tell you. and raya is not going to complete without him. raya is going to be DULL. i miss you grandpa. hopefully that i will visit his grave tomorrow. please mom ? :(

and, tomorrow muslims around the world will celebrate hari raya. I, seriously cant believe that time passes too fast. and here i wanna wish you guys, SELAMAT HARI RAYA, have fun ! :)

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

i am sorry that i fall for you without wanting to. i'm sorry.

Friday, September 3, 2010


i took this picture just now while waiting for my mom to come back home.
cause we're going to spring after this, yo ! mom come on, i'm bored here :(

Thursday, September 2, 2010

"its so wrong, boy you leave me hanging for so long."

ra ra ra raya!

hello september and goodbye august! please be nice alright? i know september is going to be AWH-SOME! why? "cause i can feel it in my bones". haha! but hey, i have to prepare for the worse. yerh haha. and and, i cant wait to celebrate hari raya. i'll gain weight during raya, trust me! :)

life in school

this is how our class look like. dont mind about the flag all over the wall. it is soo patriotic, i know that. haha :)

wrong move?

i dont know what i feel about you. it just, lately, you're all i think about. (yah ingga nak?) we cannot keep things the way we want to be right? so, maybe its better for me to go with the flow.