ik hou van je

i bake this cake for him yesterday cause he's leaving tomorrow. ohhh gonna miss u bitchboy.and i'm glad that he loves it :) i love you and takecare where ever you are :')

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take 1

as usual honey.

i dont get it why indonesian hate malaysian soo much. just because of football game? this has gone too far. and TERRIBLY RUDE.

brand new 2011 yo alls

or should i say, 2011 is going to be A VERY BUSY BUSY YEAR? yes i should. ahh you know, i dont want to accept the fact that december is going to an end in 5 more freaking days. i'm not ready to go school yet. and one more thing, i'm gonna miss 2010 :)

still alive

oh yes, i havent updated my blog since only god knows. i've been very busy with holiday stuffs and all. cant believe that december almost come to an end. and i'm going to be a form 5 student in less than a month. SCREW THAT. hello sijil pelajaran malaysia. shiznitt -__- well, holiday is not that bad as i thought. so yeah, gonna update it later cause my blog is so dead.

I want to learn how to play guitar.

lastdayofschool

ohyeah school is over. hello holiday ! i dont know what i'm going to do during holiday. cause i'm not going to ANY VACATION. nice, just nice. maybe i'm gonna do the same routine i guess? online, sleeping, and eating. i have no life, i know that. maybe I NEED to do revision, yes no? please please let me resist my lazyness.

hey mr who-has-my-heart,

everytime we meet, i fall a little harder.

letter day 16

dear the last person i kissed,

i'm sorry for being immature and stubborn every single day. i'm sorry sometimes i said things without thinking the consequences. i'm sorry for those heartaches, shits and pain that i made you feel. thankyou for always be there for me when things get rough and hard. i'm grateful enough to have someone like you. :)

loves,

the last person you kissed :)

it's not that i'm ignoring or avoiding you. just give me some space to miss you.

muhaha

MUHAHA see my mustache right there? i'm handsome, yes no? :3 mustaches remind me of my cousin, husna. she loves mustache so much i dont know why :)

hello holiday

lately, my mind has been fucked up by exam. but finally its over. woohoo ! vacation. yes, i need vacation. pls mom ? :') i have so much things i would like to do during holiday. gonna spend my holiday with my family, friends and him. yerh haha. but hey, gonna miss schooldays aight. but not the homeworks and teachers, i'm gonna miss sleeping in the class, chit-chatting with friends, and THE FOOOD. oh, gonna miss all that. :') nextyear is going to be my last year in smk st.teresa. damn it, time flies so fast ey? haihhh -_-

si pendek

i know i should post this on 31st october. but sokay, happy belated birthday to my shortest, tiniest, and loudest friend, hazimah sapuan. you lighten up our days with your jokes. every little random things you do will make us burst out laughing. (yer mesti kau rasa lawak nak mah? haha) thats it mah, malas mok type banyak2, ingga kau kelak, aku pun ingga juak. HEHE. <3>

aezza's bday dinner :)

went for aezza's birthday dinner last 2 weeks at pullman. gonna post some picture yo ! and and, happy belated birthday zarifah :D

happy 18th birthday abang rezza :)

you are awesome in your very own way. i'm sorry if i cause you a lot of pain.

stay strong and have a blast yo !

- salsabila kamel

chemistry killed every single cell of my brain just now. why you have to be THAT hard?

may you rot in hell, chemistry.

exam is a bitch

i'm not gonna post anything in this week cause i'm having my final exam now. i have been studying for almost 9 motherfucking hours TODAY. helo history, gonna kick your butt tomorrow. dear brain, please be patient. 9 more days honey. :)

webcam is a whore take 2

i want nobody nobody but you ! yerh haha :)

webcam is a whore take 1

i look like i'm having so much fun, yes no ? and damn you double chin ! its too obvious, haih -_-

hani !

this post goes to ze birthday girl, hani syakireen :) happy awesome 16th birthday hani !

we've been through a lot of things together. you're like our moving little chatbox. ndak alah2 perei. i love perei tek nak? HAHA. but yeah, dgn kepereyan kau la molah suasana happening. yerh haha! and you can be very demand or bossy sometimes, but maybe thats the way you roll i guess? :) have a blast during your birthday! love youuuu ngek! boh ko ingga. haha

"i can feel the pain that he made me feel is fading away"

helo pretty boy

you have those amazing eyes that will make me melt inside.you're weird, annoying, irritating and rebellious :) but somehow, you're the person whom i can talk almost anything. hey let us make this work, take a good care of my fragile little heart alright? and this time, i will take the risk.

yer mun ingga jaga kau. haha :P

it kills me

yes, please be BEYOND nice. final exam is nextweek, and as usual, i havent finished my revision yet. damn it, how can i get rid of my super lazyness hmph ? I WANT TO STUDY, but i find studying is soo boring.

je'taime ?

i wanna talk to you really bad. but i dont want to annoy you or smething? where have you been? i think it would be nice if you talk to me first. i'm not gonna start a conversation first cause i dont want to seem clingy and pathetic. it just, i kind of miss you. yerh inggaa haha

alhamdulillah, i survived another tough day today

letter day 15

dear someone that I want to give a second chance to,

hello. you're a different person now. i know things will not going to be the same, again.

i believe theres no other chance. but please, dont be too cold and rough. treat girls nicely alright? ok bye.

-salsa

seriously?

elababun.blogspot.com

okay. i dont know why i chose that elababun as my url. what was i thinking that time?

nevermind, it was 2 years ago, so forgive me if my url make you puke or "ingga" to the max. but seriously, what kind of human labelled themselves as animal ? well, only me i guess? haha. so, i'm gonna change my url to elakamel.blogspot.com

SALSABILA KAMEL

life nowadays

lately, i've been very very confused. i'm tired to pretend what i feel inside. you see, you're all i think about nowadays. i'm not saying that i'm terribly inlove with you. but everytime we talk, i fall a little harder. if you want me to stay, just show me a fucking sign. but you didn't. everytime i have the feelings that i wanted to go, you'll always there. falling for you is not what i wanted. it happens against my will. well, i guess i'll just keep it to myself. i'll just pretend that i dont feel anything at all when you're around.

eid 2010

helo. i'm not ready to go to school tomorrow. cause i'm still in the mood to celebrate my raya.

and raya 2010 is kind of awesome. bla bla i'm lazy to blog now.

eid day :)

i'm supposed to visit my grandpa's grave this morning. but my mom didnt wake me up. i was like, WHATTTTTTTTT? i'm soooo dissappointed I tell you. and raya is not going to complete without him. raya is going to be DULL. i miss you grandpa. hopefully that i will visit his grave tomorrow. please mom ? :(

and, tomorrow muslims around the world will celebrate hari raya. I, seriously cant believe that time passes too fast. and here i wanna wish you guys, SELAMAT HARI RAYA, have fun ! :)

i am sorry that i fall for you without wanting to. i'm sorry.

G-R-RRRR

i took this picture just now while waiting for my mom to come back home.

cause we're going to spring after this, yo ! mom come on, i'm bored here :(

"its so wrong, boy you leave me hanging for so long."

ra ra ra raya!

hello september and goodbye august! please be nice alright? i know september is going to be AWH-SOME! why? "cause i can feel it in my bones". haha! but hey, i have to prepare for the worse. yerh haha. and and, i cant wait to celebrate hari raya. i'll gain weight during raya, trust me! :)

life in school

this is how our class look like. dont mind about the flag all over the wall. it is soo patriotic, i know that. haha :)

wrong move?

i dont know what i feel about you. it just, lately, you're all i think about. (yah ingga nak?) we cannot keep things the way we want to be right? so, maybe its better for me to go with the flow.

letter day 14

dear someone that broke my hard the hardest,

hello. let us forget everything we had. let us pretend that i dont even know you. pretend that we never met before. alright? bye.

fasting with bebest :)

today, seri, syikin, hani and i went to berbuka puasa at wina's. everything was DA BOMB. i mean, the food. especially the donut susu. one of my favourite dish yaw :) and we started our mission to dye hani's hair from black to dark brown. and the result was, PRETYYY obvious. :)

lazybum

yayyerrr tomorrow is the last day of exam! ee cant wait. and today i dyed my sister's hair instead of studying for physics. awesome. just awesome. -_- i'll not surprise if i fail physics this time.

i'm lazy to study cause i find studying is boring. everyone does, i guess? but nvrmind, next time i'll try to work hard to obtain good results. YERR omong kosong. hehe. :)

helo, oh its you :)

oh no no, things are getting obvious and obvious each day. btw, i am supposed to study maths, but here, i'm sitting and blogging. NICE.

X.

HEY YOU. YOU ARE MORE THAN AWESOME.

bang bang go die

umm helo guys :) yesterday was biology exam and i was like "AIEE WHAT IS THIS?". biology paper is the hardest so far. and today we're having chemist and history exams. yikes man i did really bad in chemistry. i felt soo dizzy when i answered my chemistry. it was like, something is punching my brain. yerh loba. haha. relax salsabila, 3 more days and i'm freeee! i'm so lazy to study now because i'm in HARI RAYA MODE already, wooohhooo!

dont kill me inside

currently studying bio right now. but hey, i dont understand every single fuckthing that i read just now. it is like my brain is taking a vacation right now. if yknow what i mean. i'm not ready to study the damn bio but i have to. or else i'll faill again this time no no no. biology, you kill every single of my brain's molecules. urgh gonna continue, BYE :(

terrorist

my favourite picture of her

snap

this is how i role.

oh no exam

maybe i'm not going to blog everyday cause exam is nextweek. damn it i havent finished to do my revision yet. and BIOLOGY, yes you, YOU exhaust me. its soo fucking hard to memorise all those things. biology is not really my thing. i dont want to be a doctor cause my biology paper is just like a dirty piece of shit. i still prefer addmaths eventho i'm not a smartass in that subject. thats it yo! TCARE and happy fasting day people :)

mintak mak, kueh sepotong?

yayerrr tomorrow is fasting day! i love fasting day cause the environment is like, sooo raya-ish. and here, i wanna wish you guys, HAPPY FASTING DAY :) god bless. tcare!

glory glory man.u

oh damn it chelsea lose 3-1. going to bed now, bye :(

is watching chelsea vs manchester united. hoping that chelsea will win!

letter day 13

dear the person that i miss the most,

grandpa, you left us a few months ago and yeah, we miss you sooo bad it hurts.
thankyou for taking a good care of us when we were little. raya is going to be very dull without you. :'( may you rest in peace, we love you and always do. :')

grandchild.

happines happens when our hearts combine

YOU.

"I need to stop feeling so miserable and sorry for myself. Things are only getting worse because I keep looking back at my past."

-via tumblr-

yeah. you are just a waste of my life.

exam ?

ohhhh NOOO! exam is just 18days from now. i'm not fucking ready, i havent done any of revision yet!
okay, STUDE MODE=ON. okay this is sooo last minute.

nothing on you babe

lastyear was a mistake.

OHMYGOD. I LOST MY PENDRIVE, AGAIN! :O
WHERE THE HELL DID I PUT IT, HMPH?!

ohyeahh

i dont know why i always stick my tounge out. -.- and school was so tiring. ok bye

letter day 12

dear someone that caused me alot of pain,

helo. i just wanna say that you're like a gigantic pain in the ass. stop being such an asshole.
em i dont hate you, but i dont wanna meet you, and i dont want to see your face again.
THANKYOU for everything yo.

S.

photos at basaga

they were playing BIG 2. :)

awesome bebest muah muah!

yummy cake :)

thankyou for coming yo !

my pretty girlfriends :)

letter day 11

dear ex crush,

i know we will never talk and talk like we used to be. so now i'm gonna talk to you through my blog. hey, last time i saw you, i didnt really feel a thing. yknow, that "feel" when i usually see you. i dont feel anything, at all. my feelings towards you are slowly fading. happy now? HAHA. i hope that you find EVERYTHING you're looking for. the PERFECT one. goodluck.

salsabila.

cakes from bebest

wina made the oreo cake, thankyou bebest! NANG NYAMAN ! i'm loving it :D

and the second cake, the awesome unionjack cake by all of my friends. seri decorated the union jack, thankyou so so much you guys. :')

16th birthday

28 july 2010

thankyou for the birthday wish okay guys ? thankyouuu for wishing me through fb, phone and card :) especially to my parents and my girlfriends, LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL :))

and yesterday, we were having my birthday dinner at basaga. i'm gonna upload the pics soon okay?

THANKYOU FOR COMING GUYS! and thanks for the surprises, (eventho terkantoi), and thanks for the AWESOMEST unionjack card, andddd WINA, thankyou for making a cake for me. <3>

letter day 10

dear someone i dont talk to as much as i'd like to,

helo, its been a year. well, fuck that. thats it, bye.

a victim.

aezza :)

sleepover at aezza's on wednesday. we made a birthday suprise for hilman at the tray. eventho the suprise kind of x menjadi. but yeah, the sleepover was FUN. full of laughter i tell you, :) love you pot!

letter day 9

dear someone that i could meet,

i just wanna say that you're awesome and i adore you. you are talented in your very own way! wish that i could meet you, that would be SUPER AWESOME YO!

your loyal fans.

will be updating soon ! internet is such a pain in the ass. TAKECARE, X.

just random

urgh. i need to wake up at 6a.m cause i'm going to school tomorrow. DAMN IT i love my bed and its soooo hard for me to leave em -.-

and yesterday, i saw this old man, and he reminds me of my grandpa. i miss him like

dhfhsdaifjsopgjdfopj. i miss him so much :(

i love you, nek. hope that you're happy up there :')

rumbaa dimba oyea

i have so many things to say but i dont know how to start and yeah, i know that you'll not listening.

letter day 8

Dear my favourite internet friend,

Oi wassup? Yerh haha ;-) you are always be there to entertain me. thanks yaw!

KEEP IN TOUCH, alright? :)

your FB friend :)

ze bitch face >;)

"i thought that he felt the same way like i do, but unfortunately he didnt"

i'm a tumblrholic

YEAH i love tumblr yo! but hey, i'm not going to ditch my blogspot no no no. haha :D i posted a lot of pictures from tumblr cause it seems similar with what i feel. if yknow what i mean, :)

letter day 7

Dear ex boyfriend,

Yo asshole! haha kidding. Hey a.k, erm okay. We’ve been through a lot of things together since 2007- 2009. just wanna say, that you were such a great boyfriend. But unfortunately, distance separates us. And then things went from good to worse. Btw, I’m happy that you have someone new. Hopefully that you guys will last FOREVER. and this time, I really mean it. (eventho sometimes ku ingga ngan ktk 2. haha)

ze happy ex girlfriend :)

dont let me gooooooooo

currently listening to the fray- never say never :3